think about it--describes me totally

I am nowhere near perfect.
I eat when I'm bored.
I fall for boys easily.
I am vunerable to believing lies.
I make up excuses for everything.
I have drama and memories.
I have friends and enemies.
And that's life.
Live it, love it, learn from it.

Today

dedicated to my BFF NANCY!!!!!!!

so i'm going on a run in lik 10 minutes
apparently my little cousin is coming over
which will be interesting
my uncle is chatting to me right now
and my music in my room is blaring and i can hear it up here in the kitchen
school was blaaaaaaah lik normal
i like some different people
but this time its a secret
cuz thanks to olivia and chels one of the guys probably knows now (if he didnt before)
so he's off the list
time for a change
and im tired of being boy crazy...
for once they're not all i'm gonna talk about
i'd rather not
its my new years resolution
i have show choir from 3-7 tomorrow which means no mutual for meg
bummer


PEACE OUT!!!!!!!!
<3 hearts all around <3

cabaret

cabaret started wednesday night and well

wow.

i love show choir and i love performing!!!!!!!! i have to admit i'm sooo not the best but its an amazing feeling to be on stage and have people come to see YOU and i just LOVE IT!!!! its everything i've ever hoped for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D


so anyways......me and chels got there around 6:30ish and it was raining. (not quite the wall lol but a good bit of rain) so i was lik sticking my head in my umbrella to not mess up hair/makeup. (my hair was slicked down with sooooooooo much gel and hair spray that there wouldnt have been a difference!!!!!) so we got into our dresses and i had olivia (my lip saver) do my lipstick and then i was the official shoe helper....cuz everyone has problems getting the strap of the shoe in place. then we got onto stage and started OMIGOSH you guys....hahah i have to run down all three risers and go down on one knee waay fast (in lik 4 counts) and then go up a riser and by the time i got back on that riser, my hair piece was hanging on to only ONE OF MY BUNS!?!?!??! (i have SOOOO MUCH hair that i put it into lik two buns and then attach (haha) my hair onto them) i was flipping out but still went on........then when we started to senarnade, i fixed it lol............the soloists were mediocure....i guess....i wasn't one of them but im quite glad cuz i wouldnt have been able to do it...well maybe who knows!?! then we did coulda woulda shoulda and then we finished and it was all fine and dandy.

then thursday nite wow we are AMAZING!!!!!!!! lik seriously!!!!!!!!!!
again i had to help everyone with shoes and my feet are dying from those killer heels!!!!!!!!! oowwww!!!!
soloists were pretty good again....just a little pitchy and yeah.....
heartbreakers were pretty good (i watched them tonight...) my favorite song they sang was Whipped Into Shape from Legally Blonde the musical where caitlen rudd had a solo she's amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! also she and two other girls did mama im a big girl now and hahahahaha joey, ian, and andrew were the mamas and OH MY SHOW CHOIR MOMENT FOR SURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont know wat we're gonna do next year when we lose all those senoirs!?!?! mmMMmm :D

then friday night everything went pretty good.....no offense but we really need better soloists!!?! lik uh...me?? JK JK :D no anyone really would be great!!!!!
the show was good. there were some random acts....lik bend and snap also in Legally Blonde. it was reallly random.......olivia tenny has a GREAT voice though!!!!
and then there was some drama but its a big group of girls! wat do ya expect?!

all in all i cant WAIT for competitions to start!!!!!!!!

ITS NEXT SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so yes it will be shortly taking over my life and my lunches lol

a few things i've noticed/finally understand

okay.....here's the list
1.) mrs. hart is A LOT happier when you listened and not talk......
2.) i've recently "noticed" that boys like to watch us girls and look at us but who knows?? maybe its for no apparent reason........hahah.....
3.) seminary is my favorite time in the day!!
4.) slowly but surely show choir is taking over my life...........lovely
5.) modern day relationships have REALLY changed **show choir on tuesday** blaaaah SICKNESS
6.) X's can be quite annoying and down right JERKS!?! lol
7.) The "wall" that was for casted came.....two minutes after Nan told us!?! :]] hahhaa
8.) Grizzly bears can get pretty angry if they dont get what they want!!!!!!! HAHA I <3>
9.) When writing a letter, address it "Dear Jane" hahahah P&P WITH LIZZ!!!!!! :]]

***im sorrry for all that stuff i wrote earlier on about this....it was wrong of me and i feel really bad. its not true, i was more venting anger which is never the right thing to do. please forgive me. =(****
yea thats the list for right now..............life takes quite unexpected turns doesn't it???

Plain White T's.....

....are my new obsession!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!

So if any one has any old cd........i dont care if its waaay old i love them sooo much!!!!

Or just like a few songs.....not Hey there delilah (thats probably one of the only songs i dont totally love.........sorry lol)

But seriously I LOVE THEM!!!!!!! email me or tell me about it sometime pleeeease!!! cuz i want to make CDs so i dont just have to be on the computer to listen to the music........

if you see like tickets somewhere let me know and shirts and and yeah i love them!!!!!!!!!

Thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<333