think about it--describes me totally

I am nowhere near perfect.
I eat when I'm bored.
I fall for boys easily.
I am vunerable to believing lies.
I make up excuses for everything.
I have drama and memories.
I have friends and enemies.
And that's life.
Live it, love it, learn from it.

Today

dedicated to my BFF NANCY!!!!!!!

so i'm going on a run in lik 10 minutes
apparently my little cousin is coming over
which will be interesting
my uncle is chatting to me right now
and my music in my room is blaring and i can hear it up here in the kitchen
school was blaaaaaaah lik normal
i like some different people
but this time its a secret
cuz thanks to olivia and chels one of the guys probably knows now (if he didnt before)
so he's off the list
time for a change
and im tired of being boy crazy...
for once they're not all i'm gonna talk about
i'd rather not
its my new years resolution
i have show choir from 3-7 tomorrow which means no mutual for meg
bummer


PEACE OUT!!!!!!!!
<3 hearts all around <3

cabaret

cabaret started wednesday night and well

wow.

i love show choir and i love performing!!!!!!!! i have to admit i'm sooo not the best but its an amazing feeling to be on stage and have people come to see YOU and i just LOVE IT!!!! its everything i've ever hoped for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D


so anyways......me and chels got there around 6:30ish and it was raining. (not quite the wall lol but a good bit of rain) so i was lik sticking my head in my umbrella to not mess up hair/makeup. (my hair was slicked down with sooooooooo much gel and hair spray that there wouldnt have been a difference!!!!!) so we got into our dresses and i had olivia (my lip saver) do my lipstick and then i was the official shoe helper....cuz everyone has problems getting the strap of the shoe in place. then we got onto stage and started OMIGOSH you guys....hahah i have to run down all three risers and go down on one knee waay fast (in lik 4 counts) and then go up a riser and by the time i got back on that riser, my hair piece was hanging on to only ONE OF MY BUNS!?!?!??! (i have SOOOO MUCH hair that i put it into lik two buns and then attach (haha) my hair onto them) i was flipping out but still went on........then when we started to senarnade, i fixed it lol............the soloists were mediocure....i guess....i wasn't one of them but im quite glad cuz i wouldnt have been able to do it...well maybe who knows!?! then we did coulda woulda shoulda and then we finished and it was all fine and dandy.

then thursday nite wow we are AMAZING!!!!!!!! lik seriously!!!!!!!!!!
again i had to help everyone with shoes and my feet are dying from those killer heels!!!!!!!!! oowwww!!!!
soloists were pretty good again....just a little pitchy and yeah.....
heartbreakers were pretty good (i watched them tonight...) my favorite song they sang was Whipped Into Shape from Legally Blonde the musical where caitlen rudd had a solo she's amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! also she and two other girls did mama im a big girl now and hahahahaha joey, ian, and andrew were the mamas and OH MY SHOW CHOIR MOMENT FOR SURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont know wat we're gonna do next year when we lose all those senoirs!?!?! mmMMmm :D

then friday night everything went pretty good.....no offense but we really need better soloists!!?! lik uh...me?? JK JK :D no anyone really would be great!!!!!
the show was good. there were some random acts....lik bend and snap also in Legally Blonde. it was reallly random.......olivia tenny has a GREAT voice though!!!!
and then there was some drama but its a big group of girls! wat do ya expect?!

all in all i cant WAIT for competitions to start!!!!!!!!

ITS NEXT SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so yes it will be shortly taking over my life and my lunches lol

a few things i've noticed/finally understand

okay.....here's the list
1.) mrs. hart is A LOT happier when you listened and not talk......
2.) i've recently "noticed" that boys like to watch us girls and look at us but who knows?? maybe its for no apparent reason........hahah.....
3.) seminary is my favorite time in the day!!
4.) slowly but surely show choir is taking over my life...........lovely
5.) modern day relationships have REALLY changed **show choir on tuesday** blaaaah SICKNESS
6.) X's can be quite annoying and down right JERKS!?! lol
7.) The "wall" that was for casted came.....two minutes after Nan told us!?! :]] hahhaa
8.) Grizzly bears can get pretty angry if they dont get what they want!!!!!!! HAHA I <3>
9.) When writing a letter, address it "Dear Jane" hahahah P&P WITH LIZZ!!!!!! :]]

***im sorrry for all that stuff i wrote earlier on about this....it was wrong of me and i feel really bad. its not true, i was more venting anger which is never the right thing to do. please forgive me. =(****
yea thats the list for right now..............life takes quite unexpected turns doesn't it???

Plain White T's.....

....are my new obsession!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!

So if any one has any old cd........i dont care if its waaay old i love them sooo much!!!!

Or just like a few songs.....not Hey there delilah (thats probably one of the only songs i dont totally love.........sorry lol)

But seriously I LOVE THEM!!!!!!! email me or tell me about it sometime pleeeease!!! cuz i want to make CDs so i dont just have to be on the computer to listen to the music........

if you see like tickets somewhere let me know and shirts and and yeah i love them!!!!!!!!!

Thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<333

MAGIC MOUNTAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(wow this happened a while ago but i forgot to post it.............it happened the friday after christmas lol)
WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! i made my 3rd (yes crazy i know but true) trip to Magic Mountain on Friday!!!!! Oh my it was soooo fun!!!! Okay so the Malloys have passes so they (Kevin, Kat, and Lizz) took Jason, Pearl and Emma Aldridge and me. It was my 3rd trip as I already said, they took the same group one other time. (my other time I was soo little that I stayed in the Bugs Town or whatever the whole day.....oh wow!!) So we started off by checking the line for the dreaded Tatsu...but it was long so we walked over to Déjà Vu which was probably my favorite ride from last time. But my memory slipped and I freaked!!! I HATE that feeling of falling with gravity pushing down on you and if the seat brakes, you're down for!? Emma was freaking out and Jason was lik "I'm gonna die!!" ;]
it was soooooooo funny!!! So then we went on Riddler's which is fun as well...but I left my phone in my pocket so I couldn't enjoy the ride, I was just freaking out the whole time my phone was going to fall!!!! Then we went on Batman. I've never been on that one and yeah it was fun again. Then we went on Colossus which I can't stand that ride!!!!!!! lol I seriously hate it!!!!! I took pictures on it though hahah it hurt my head a lot though Kat videoed it..once she sends me pictures and videos I'll put them on....
Then we went on Scream.....omigosh i love it!!!!!!! I don't think I really hate any of these rides...lol Although it started to get really cold then so my eyes were watering from the rushing of cool air into my eyes. But the feeling that you get soaring whipping around the track like flying!!! It's almost impossible to explain that feeling!
sister malloy brought us lunch--wendys' and me and lizz had a funnel cake while every else had ice cream (wat a crazy thought----ice cream when its FREEZING lol)
i didn't like uh revolution i think--it hurt my head sooooooooo badly!?
we went on that pirate Buccaneer ride like 3 times!?! seriously..............it was kinda getting old but hahah i took videos on that!??!
oh i also went on Goliath which i told myself (and actually vowed in my journal) that i was never going to go on.........i freaked with lizz!?! it was scary!!!!!!!!! actually after the drop it was find but just going up up up for like 10 minutes and down in lik 3 secs--wow its a major thrill......kat was *video taping* down the drop and back up again!?!? she takes after her mom though....haha apparently sister malloy did one time hahaha
we went on lots of rides............but definitely the WORSE RIDE EVER was the last one--the one we waited for like an hour and a half at 5:30ish at night-------
TATSU!?!??!?!? OMGOSH
people
i swear
it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo scary!!!!!!!!!!!!
i closed my eyes the WHOLE TIME!!!!!!
i freaked!?! i almost thought i died!?!? (well thats bc when they took the picture i thought it was a huge blinding flash and was lik oh shoot, i fell off and died...then i opened my eyes.........)
its lik also the LONGEST ride ever
and it wouldn't end. i was shaking after and freezing!!!!!!!!!!!!
all in all--i dont think i would do that ever again!!!!!!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?

so i have pictures but i have yet to figure out how to get my pix and videos from my phone on the computer....actually my dad figured out but he hasnt shown me yet.........so i will add to this when i get the goods...........lol

all in all----love magic mountain!!!!!!!! almost better than d-land........except no fast passes and longer lines with scary people!!!!!!!

oh my its TWILIGHT!!!

okay so my obsession for twilight has started up again lol.

THEY HAVE PICKED THE ACTORS TO PLAY BELLA AND EDWARD!!!!!!!!

For those of you who haven't read the books (Shame on you!?!?!) these are the two main characters of the books. Here's some of the info on the cover on the book.

About three things I was absolutely positive.

First, Edward was a vampire.

Second, there was a part of him--and I didn't know how dominant that part might be--that thirsted for my blood.

And Third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

I'd never given much thought to how I would die-though I'd had reason enough in the last few months-but even if I had, i would not have imagined it like this...surely it was a good way to die, in the place of someone else, someone I loved. Noble, even. That ought to count for something.

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When Isabella Swan moves to the gloomy town of Folks and meets the mysterious, alluring Edward Cullen, her life takes a thrilling and terrifying turn. With his porcelain skin, golden eyes, mesmerizing voice and supernatural gifts, Edward is both irresistible and impenetrable. Up until now, he has managed to keep his true identity hidden, but Bella is determined to uncover his dark secret.

What Bella doesn't realize is the closer she gets to him, the more she is putting herself and others at risk. And it might be too late to turn back...

OMYGOODNESS LOVE THE BOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So anyways they've picked an EDWARD AND BELLA!!!!!!

They didn't pick my actors I wanted but the Bella ought to be good. She actually looks the part.

Here's Bella.

Her name is Kristen Stewart. She'll be in a like three upcoming movies including Twilight in 2008. But she was Lisa in Zathura. So yeah that's all about her.

I think she's a pretty good Bella but my idea of Bella (along with many other fans) was Emily Browning.

Here's an icon of her. She was the girl in Series of Unfortunate events and yeah she would be a better Bella but the actress they chose is pretty good.

Now.....for Edward...yeah I guess you could say I'm pretty angry about him......oh well it's just a movie right??

Well any any of those actors/people i don't even know who they are that fans made icons for.

They would have worked for me though. Seriously!! Like this kidd yeah he'd be better.
really I would have been FINE!!!
BUT no.......who did they chose!?!?


CEDRIC DIGGORY FROM HARRY POTTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's crazy!?!?! They are clashing my 2 favorites HARRY POTTER AND TWILIGHT!!!! it's like UNTHINKABLE!!!!
okay yes I'm all better now.....it's not that big of a deal i know...
here he is...sob sob
he's not terrible...yeah they coulda chosen better but he'll do i guess. lol
i mean...its Cedric...NOT Edward.........


here's some other cool icons fans have made.........i LOVE twilight though........I'm seeing this movie at MIDNIGHT no matter what!!!!!!!!!!!!






i really like this one it shows Edward and Bella

this is like my favorite Bella line about Edward hahahaha





well that's all for now

YOU MUST READ THE BOOKS IF YOU HAVEN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE TWILIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<33333